.

Remember when I was the biggest loser
then the most popular girl in school.
Because I always had a fling
and all the gossip
and I tipped cereal onto the carpet.
Then I had the best job
but I lost it.
and then I was here
and didn't know who I wanted anymore.

The flings stopped
and turned into the longest love affairs.

Unsuccessful love affairs.

Then it was February
and I was fifteen all over again.